It doesn’t matter how much you love someone, sometimes marriage doesn’t work. Marriage is a partnership. It is a combining of lives entirely and making something new.
You need more then love for that. You need shared goals. Shared ideals. A shared concept as to how daily life should work.
Sometimes love ISN’T enough. ISN’T everything. But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t love someone with all you have.
You can not really understand how big of a deal that is to me. The last time I did that, nine years ago, I quit before I was finished. My dad tackled me to the ground and hit me for it.
Today I overcame that trauma enough to run, of my own accord. I threw up after I got home and took a shower. But I did it.
Celebrating by watching 30 Rock with 4/5 of my family and eating a nectarine.